Update

I talked to my awesome doctor. She spoke to Evan's neonatologist doc and he explained that Evan was hemodynamically stable in NICU and did not require the echo. My doc truly believes this is a Still's murmur that is common in soooooooo many children, but because of Evan's history and his special life she would rather be over-cautious than not cautious enough. I thanked her for caring for me and my son as much as she does. And now I am at peace about the echo. Of course, I still get tugged to the darker side of my thoughts, and how could I not with everything...but I will continue to believe that Evan is fine. He has been referred to the pediatric cardiologist, but apparently there is a huuuuuge waiting list, so he probably won't even get in for a few months. So no point in stressing it for that long! On another note, today we met with a realtor...and our house is going on the market on Monday, and they figure we will probably start to get traffic right away. There is reason to believe our house could possibly be sold within a few weeks. Which is the hope...yet WOW...do we have a TON to suddenly REALLY be serious about with getting packed and moved to the new house. There will be many things still unfinished in the new house, but it's all liveable and things that will be completed quickly. So, we have been going like mad all day today, and my body is aching beyond belief. I came to bed as soon as Evan went down, and now I'm going to shut down my computer and try to get some sleep!! My allergies are killing me from doing some sweeping in our new house basement. Ugh! So, lots on our plates. And I have a morning of appointments with Evan on Monday! Yoiks! Anyhow, just wanted to update about Evan's echo...but still please continue to pray for him, for the echo, and his health in general. Thanks everyone!